nor do i

I keep starting sentences and then feeling wordless. That song isn’t part of any message either, it just came up on shuffle and made me go ahhh what a great cover. I’m seeing shrink one tomorrow, shrink two on Wednesday. I’m intellectually pleased about it, but I have zero hopes. I’ve even done some housework and been walking. I fucking hate it when doing the right stuff has no apparent effect.


Here you go.

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battlescarred, bright, bewildered, bent, blue & bipolar

11 thoughts on “nor do i”

  1. I hear you my dear. I feel like I am trying to punch my way out of a bleak bubble without the energy to take a good swing. Doesn’t help that I seem to have one cold after another – odd because I hardly ever go out these days. But I will send you a song – I found this when writing a post for your other blog but it was too sunny for the mood I was trying to achieve. I love this, here are real women, happy and confident in their real bodies, singing a sweet, nasty, go to hell break up song. Almost enough to tempt this gay boy…

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  2. I went to the pre-selection meeting for the research project. I was supposed to talk about the recent improvements but ended up sounding utterly without hope and resigned. Set me up for the rest of the day. I get ya, sometimes you do everything right and it still turns out disappointing :S


    1. The Massive Attack song, Karma is the one I was referring to. I just listened to the Frazey Ford song. I like that one a lot too.
      Nice to have some new music to find out more about.


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